Thursday, June 11, 2009 »
9:25 PM
I'm sorry to say this but the person who said dreams always do come true must have been really fucking high when he said it.i can't believe i got sucked into all this ape shit only to be left stranded in this solitude.i took my bruises,cried,
fell down and i got right back up .i don't know how or why or when i ended up this position I'm in.Once was enough twice is just too much.Its enough if the knife has stabbed your heart but to twist it, to add salt and water to the wound it just fucking hurts.I think i deserve the time to wallow in my sorrows.Who wouldn't be entertained with my life story.well u wanna see whats it like from my perspective ? I honestly didn't care about what will happen to me , I was willing to take the risk .I knew i just had to wait for the other shoe to drop the moment nothing happened.So is this gonna happen each time an opportunity arises only to fall back down again .Hope just isn't enough this time.No matter how much i know that its all i will ever want.There's always something in the way.I'm just so sick of feeling numb all the time.Guess happiness just doesn't work in this life its only destined to be filled with hurt.Isn't it so fun to watch me suffer in agony.Hey hurt, pain wants u back so stop sticking with me.I'm just glad the tears are never ending cause i don't want them to end