Saturday, October 31, 2009 »
2:47 AM
Im still alive in case ur wondering....
what up bitches.Im still not dead yet.Life has been going ape shit for the past few months.How long did it take for me to revive this blog again.i feel like revamping the whole blog cause im not going all omg gg ! anymore.yes the craze has died down.Yes i have have gone bat shit crazy in love with the house of night series.it all started when i saw the boy in the mrt reading the book.
ive been contemplating a while now whether i should buy the book or not and i tot hey if i boy dares to read this book and it shld be good thank god i listened to my gut cause i was fucking rite ! Deepavali has long gone but i was especially special this time cause we took lots of pictures with my grandma.
The exams are over as well thank-fucking-god.Im just really happy for my a math.it was a miracle and by gods grace i pulled thru and got i what i wanted.my mum is in her "omg my daughter finally did well in a math" haze and shes giving me whatever im asking rite now like the new ipod touch im gonna get yay !!! my freaking ear piece is spoilt damn it and i have to wear those god awful non in -ear ones.hehe.
But damn my hmt.one more mark to A2.freaking o level is two weeks from now.i just wanna do well.if not i have to listen to my tuition teacher drone on and on abt why couldnt i have done better.shes never satisfied with my results.not even a good job when i get an a2.Hello for a girl who doesnt speak tamil and yet get an a2 is already an achievement already.Stoopid asshat.iVE GOT THIS fetish with the boys in the vampire dairies.Paul wesley oozes sex.Dear god his green eyes,the perfect jaw structure,the sultry voice of his.ohhhhhhh.speaking of ive got this hungarian penpal whose in waterpolo.yay ! its fate i tell you i didnt even sign up for the thing and the rest who did got penpals of their gender.yes i know im a lucky bitch.come on feed my ego .
All the tv shows have started and i just do not have the freaking time to watch them.Cant believe new moon is coming in a month.holy shit.Im doubtful whether i can actually watch it especially since there a whole pile of holiday homework that has yet to collect dust.Ahhh its my fav kind of weather rite now .its pouring rain with a dash of thunder and a hint of lightning.The last day of school ended yesterday but i had to go to rgs for some shell dialogue abt climate change and up till now i still have not gotten a clue on what the whole talk was abt.
Anyway i went to borders by myself and the books there sucked ass.Saw the new moon calender thirty bucks.umm no thank you.anyway i wanted to go to kino so when i got out of wheelock it was pouring rain.i was too lazy to get the umbrella inside my bag.so there i was getting soaked under the rain and i got lost in orchard.whoopee.so i was like walking in circles trying to get to taka.when i finally got there.
everyone was staring at me cause i looked like shit and my blouse became see thru go figure i walked into kino went to the best sellers section and i stopped grinning like a fool.Tempted was there.the version i wanted.i just grabbed it and started hugging it .judging by look on evryone's faces they tot i was psycho.Then below tempted i saw the sequel for the hunger games and my grin stretched from ear to ear.then went to look for more books by the time i finished i had 6 books in my hands.ppl were staring at me .... again .god what is with ppl and their blatant staring lol.I did a mental calculation and the total coast was more than a 100 bucks.so i called my mum asking her so veer sweetly if could buy a 100 dollars worth of books.she was like are u crazy ? i dun care must be lesser than hundred.i knew it was a failed attempt .so i let go of my gossip girl books.
and turns out all my books were all other worldly.one was abt a girl fallin in love with a fallen angel.another one was abt falling in love with a wolf.I paid it with my netscard god i love the feeling of just shoving the card into the cashiers' faces who give u condescending looks.after that i bought myself famous amos cookies and went home.Hopefully the books will last till November.im gonna read them at snail pace if i have to.god the thunderstorms are getting loud today.im staring at my window and all i see are the faint silhouettes of the buidings.on the brighter side its cold yay .
Now where was i ..oh yes i really am not looking forward to the holidays at all im nuts .its a known fact yall.holidays always tend to end really quickly and i dun want the start of sec 4 life to be a slap in the face.i dun want to go near 2010.i fear that im gonna have really huge breakdowns next year that will be far worse then the one that happened this year.But deep down i know that there isnt any other choice.i have to face my life resolutely and just believe that it will get better.i just have to press on ....if only for the sure fact that i wont get sucked into abyss.God save me